Isaiah 40:28-31: The LORD is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and his understanding no one can fathom. He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.
So I set out today for the first time after running my first 5K race last Saturday. What a different feeling. On Saturday, my legs felt strong and I was able to finish with a strong sprint. It was a good race and a great feeling. Today….not so much. My legs felt heavy from the very beginning. They were weighted down and I had absolutely no kick for my finish at my mile 2 turn around. What happened? I believe today’s run is what those who train call a recovery day. I will learn to expect these down days after a hard race. Weariness, weakness, lack of will – it’s the price you pay for exerting that extra effort in the competition.
It made me thankful to know that our God doesn’t grow tired or weary – although I’m sure I must try his patience frequently. It also made me think about the work that Satan does in our life following a spiritual high. Have you had those? You have a great service at church, or a breakthrough in an area where you’ve been praying, maybe a wayward child return to the Lord and you couldn’t be happier. Then it hits….that sluggish pulling and tugging down on your spirit. It is like the letdown after the adrenaline rush of a big race. I’m sure Satan watches for those times to cause us to stumble and fall. I sure felt that way today – it carried through to the rest of my day. My friend Val would call it a “funk” – that drug out, pulled down, can’t get back up feeling.
But then I read Isaiah 40 – Those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. I can’t do it on my own anymore than I could will my legs to run faster at the end of my split today. I will get my kick back – it is why you continue to run even if you are feeling in a funk. Tomorrow will be an off day, but on Wednesday I can just about predict I will have a better run - strength will return with each new day of training. My body will work to rebuild and renew my physical strength, and I’ll look to the Creator to renew my spiritual strength. I plan to soar like an eagle both on the road course and in my spiritual journey.